i couldnt deny the fact that i was really pissed off at the beginning.
especially when it was the 2nd time im experiencing it.
was completely fed-up to even carry on.
sigh.was really down after that.
A mix of anger and disappointment.
but, while walking back home, i thought through it thoroughly.
and i came to a conclusion.
There isnt a need.
It isnt necessary to feel that way when few years down the road, there will be X number of such people appearing in your life.
Wasting time on them will only mean less time for other more meaningful things.
so it will be useless for me to be troubled over these matters.
it's alright if that person isnt interested in having a proper conversation with you.
it's alright if that person thinks that your words arent important.
it's alright if you feel that you arent being respected by that person.
yeah. it's just alright cos you know you would probably have to think thrice, or rather hundreds of times before you wanna have another conversation with that person.
it's not that people dont wanna share, it's just that it's not worthy.
it's not that people dont wanna communicate, it's just that it feels shit to talk to you.
ah.
once bitten twice shy
twice bitten, thrice --> stupid to be shy!
no more thrice.

I've learnt a new lesson.