晴
2.10am, here I am in the living room, alone with just the heater accompanying me.
Oh, and also the last cup of velvet sitting beside my lappie.
I certainly hope this cup of velvet allows me to sleep soundly through till daybreaks.
And so min is down to the "remaining days in perth". 3 more days and 2 nights including this which is already halfway thru. I kept asking her if she's happy and she said yes.
Very simple question with very straightforward answer but it definitely goes beyond just this.
As much as I wanna grumble about how fast this 20days have been, I can't. Just so because I can't be greedy to ask for more.
I know after min leaves, there will be a period of time which I will find walking the streets alone and sleeping on my bed weird.
I will not have the mood to travel far and hunt for good food.
I will find eating alone hard to endure.
But all these are just "withdrawal symptoms" I suppose?
Meaning I will be fine after a while, yea, exactly so.
5 months have passed, am so glad that there's this vacation to meet up with my loved ones.
This is so important, at least to my personal well-being, it is.
The heart still needs maintenance once in awhile; its needs have to be met occasionally.
Perth has never been so beautiful, and winter has never been so warm.
Thank you my dear friend.
I know you're fast asleep right now, but your friend, me here, is really so grateful for your presence here.
Words can't say much.
But at this moment, with a little bit of alcohol in my blood stream, I have so much to say.
I'm so honored to be the one with you when you wanna escape from your so called "expected norms and world".
I know you're having a hard time, I know it ain't easy all these while, I know you've been enduring these all by yourself and there's time where you just can't take it anymore.
But when I say I have faith in you, I meant it.
I know this is the trip for you to recharge your weary soul, and I know things will go on turbo mode when you return.
But I believe in your capability.
I know there's so many things you wanna achieve but not have the courage to.
But I trust that you have the means to overcome all these.
Just so because I have absolute faith in my dearest friend.
I really hope that god will continue blessing my best friend.
Just be a lil biased and look after her more will you?
Ohwell, hwc is emo max tonight.
But velvet will make her sleep, so worry not.
Thankgod I have this ability to knock out after drinking.
Nights peeps.
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