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If it's the last day you're existing on this earth, how would you live it?

Exactly what I had in mind when making plans for my 28th. Again, it's hard to ever explain to people this concept and sometimes I do wonder why am I doing the things that I do. It's like why would I choose to volunteer on a day which is seemingly special to me? And to even go the extreme by waking up at 5 plus to do so. Ha, but I can only say it's necessary. Necessary to re-wire the mind once in a while, to be in an environment that goes beyond "it's just about me".

Times and times again, I do get disappointed, disappointed in people's selfishness made necessary by this realistic world. Don't be mistaken, I'm not trying to imply that I'm one noble or self-less being. In fact, more often than not, I found myself falling prey to this as well. So much that it just sets me thinking, "really? is that really how things should be like? maybe so, maybe not but I'm not sure anymore."

Well well well, it's again something that can never be concluded because it is what it is. But at least the heart is trying to right things that the mind couldn't. At least 1 out of 365days, the heart is ruling.

Happy 28 hwc. 14032017