Battered

Been long since I feel so battered. 

Back to back courses, including weekends while ensuring I keep up to my work commitments and fitness regime. 

I’ve not felt so sore and so emotionally drained. 

But it’s times like this that reminded me of my true core. 

Of what I value. 

Never shunning away from the hard things and when the odds are stacked against me, all the more I will face it head on. 

Not for the outcome, but for the fact that 我说到做到. 

To again, remind myself every big thing starts from first showing up for ourselves. 

是累，但我愿意.